my life, my screams, my emptiness, my directions.. He hears everything.

2006-01-14T09:06:00.000-08:00

received lotsa complaints abt me not updating my blog .. hahas.. mabbi i'll update today..

today is 14th jan. duh. hahas. and its the new year! yr 2006..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULING !!

today cell group was wunderful , and for that we have to thank every single person in Archers, because they all played a part to make it possible.. Jaslyn was the icebreakerer and Jieming was the praise and worship leader..

and SNL was great too.. Wanping was the preacher today , she preached abt Big God, Big Dreams.. yupps.. although heard some parts of it before alr, but it was still a session from which i had much to learn from.. :))

after SNL headed over to Yuling, which is Tammy's older sis, birthday party.. :)) Gan Die( xiangshu) drove us over.. hahas.. we had rixiang, huat, evans, me, elizabeth, j-boy ( elizabeth's younger bro ), tabitha( elizabeth's younger sis) amanda , jerene on the van.. syl, munchung wanping were going to buy yuling's prezzie before heading over wif pastor daniel..

hahas..at there was supa funny la.. coz gandie was like.. nothing to talk abt, so keep on eating. hahas. me and huat and jerene also. hahas.. nothing to talk , so eat.. and eat .. and eat until buay tahan. hahas.. den ps daniel they all come.. den we eat again . hahas..

den gandie was like smoking ppl like.. telling others that he'll get married next yr, feb 30.. hahas.. and ask ppl to attend. hahas. and the free concert tickets thingy. hahas..

tammy was super cute too.. she eskimo kissed evans once he reached. looked quite. eerks. to me. hahas.. but tammy's parents were reali very good hosts, they prepared alot of food for us.. hahas.. and the curry was great. hahas.. i love the potato. hahas..

den afterwards, took ps daniel's car home, after sending amanda and elizabeth and family home, he said he was thirsty, so go for drink.. den while drinking, say hungry den go eat also. hahas.. den me and huat just go lor , since we also quite thirsty..

den ps daniel ordered the hor fun.. and it was realli nan chi . hahas.. for the first time, ps daniel didn't finish his horfun. hahas. i guess he was pretty irritated. hahas... den in the car talked abit abt band of brothers and how we should devote all our energy to doing what God asked us to do instead of slacking and fighting with our own ppl...

den someting happened.
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i reached home.
MWHAHA. that den i came to update my blog !~ :))

no.25

2005-12-18T01:08:00.000-08:00

hmmph. i realised many of my entries are now without pictures. which defeats the purpose of why i decided to use blogspot instead of my old tabulas. so i shall place pictures in this entry ! :))

okay. i'm going to update about the recent YI Camp.. which i feel was quite impacting, though everything was completed in a rush. realli a RUSH. hahas.. but it was total fun larS.. haha..

1st day was supposed to do games committee, but i got school, so.. although in committee, nv do anything.. hahas. was so sorry lar.. hahas.. den when i reached, everyone was sweeping the floor. hahas.. i mean the committee lar .. den i went to join my tribe, coz alreadi alot of ppl sweeping the floor alreadi , so if i sweep also is like wasting manpower. hahas :))

den my tribe is David tribe la. hahas.. and my team is team 1. hahas. led by MELLIMOO and SHANYAO.. hmmm din know who was shanyao till this camp. hahas. :)) and my team consisted of THERESA, LEONA, KEN LIM, JACK, JONHSON, JAMES LIN, TSUEY ZHEN and SIEWLING. hahas.

also wanna say a big SORRY to my team , cause i wasn't with you all for alot alot of the time.. :(( but i still love u all ! you're a great team , with great dynamics, with ppl like kenlim and mellimoo abt. hahas..

and also.. so after the games and lunch, we had our first session, and the speaker was Pastor David Branon, shortly known as Pastor Dave.. Ok, a bit of background, he's from Youth Alive! hahas. a great speaker! he can bring up the atmosphere of any camp man! and he's also very enthusiatic and has lots of life experiences to share with us lar.. and i think he's very good at making the audience participate during his sessions.. and here's a pic of him with crazy eyes. and a picture of me and him . hahas..

and forgot to mention,, before the first session, the ushers had to place the chairs in position.. hahas.. 300 chairs , with 8 or 7 ushers.. hahas. everything was so rushed. hahas.. faster put faster put, faster open door , faster usher.. hahas.. before the night session la , we kena tekan by someone for the chairs la. hahas.. what an experience man. hahas. budden we rearranged
the chairs.. and i must say, i realli cannot estimate sia. hahas..

den second day go school again.. hahas.. den afterwards come back. miss the games again. help ushering. the usual stuff. hahas. by then.. i was feeling like.. YI camp this year no fun one.. hahas.. coz i think its because part timing lar.. hahas.. but i quickly got over it.. hahas..

oh.. and i got to know Siewling better, hahas.. chatted with her during the night. hahas.. she's a quite fun person.. the first time i got to know her was when i went to buy my shoes at bata. hahas .. :)) hahas.. she's like very nice to chat with lar! hahas.. from zealot. hahas..

the third day i onli went to school for a while. hahas.. den rushed backed to do games comm. hahas!! i had so much fun . hahas. water bombs and water balloons and watching everyone run abt and having fun as well.. hahas..

i also tink the games comm. people bonded alot also la. hahas.. esp at the washing of ground sheets. hahas., everyone like.. GOT WET. hahas..den came the final night session. the great finale..

the altar call was very powerful.. even as support , i knew God's presence was there amongst us... and He was right there beside everyone who got prayed for, and the Holy Spirit just ministered to everyone.. very powerful night..

and afterwards , we got ready for HIGH PRAISE. a full night of C-R-A-Z-Y praise of the Lord. hahas... totally fun .. its not everyday whereby the people can join on the stage for praise . hahas... sweated like pigs. hahas... den we took the group photos.. and everything. hahas..

also i got to know, timothy, mu-en's bro better. hahas. he also super lame one la. i tink he is much like kongsheng they all. hahas.. maybe because they're of the same age bah.. hahas... super crappy. hahas. and RICO . hahas. super crappyofantoso. hahas. :))

i also think the usher team for the camp bonded alot.. we have people like the usual team . cherie, peijun, jialin, elvin a.k.a boss and me.. and also people like ahhau and rebecca. hahas.. we had alot of fun together.. hahas.. i tink the chair arranging also bond us la. hahas.. :))

here's some other pictures i took at YI Camp.. some in business wear.. hahas..

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2005-11-30T09:54:00.000-08:00

just finished one of my blog-hopping excercises. hahas.. seems like not many are actually updating their blogs. ?!? whats up with u all man! hahs. just kidding . i also nv update for sometime alreadi..

before anithing. i would like to introduce 3 new great friends of mine. hahas. most of you would have known them , but i would like to intro dem to you ! =]]

YULIYA,NURLAN and RUSTEM !

they are khazakstan missionaries here in singapore right now ! =\\

aniways, they speak russian. how cool is that. i mean,they also can speak english lar! duh. hahas.

Yuliya is super funni one lar.. sometimes she'll do funny things.. and she is very, like, easy to talk to one lar! =]] she can get along with anyone by her side one. she doesn't like the singapore hot weather! how ?? heees. it can only get hotter from now on. hahas.and her name sounds so .. beautiful one. hahas..

Rustem is also very funny one lar. but i think in a different way.btw, i tink his name is very cool lar! hahas. he arhs.. got alot of funny things to tell one lar. like about khazakstan and korean and russian language.. den he'll teach me korean and russian words one lar.. hahas..=]]

lastly arhs, Nurlan ! hahas. at first i heard this name. i tot it was a ger. hahas. zha dao rite. but i realli tot so lor ! hahas. but he turned out to be a guy lar.. den he arhs.. very de lame one lor. like to fight fight with people one lar. hahas. and he likes to have fun bah. hahas. if he fight hor, no mercy one sia! hahas. =]]

aniways.. lemme start on LAST MONDAY.

it was DE day when the mission trippers went for the mission trip.

except evans and zhicheng of course.

but ..

i couldnt send the first flight off.

but i sent the second and third.

what can i say ?

it was a tearful event for me..

hahas.. unbelievable right.

even for me , i also find it so funny now..

hahas...

aniways.

as i see them , all going into the departure hall .

i felt so sad lor!

den i also scared they wun come back safely..

hahas

i know la, abit stupid rite..

but also cannot blame me lar..

hahas..

Den tears kept on flowing lors..

hahas.. it was uber sad to see them off.

like.. miss them so much now.

thank God, its almost halfway of the trip alreadi.

5 more days til their return.

hahas. =))

hope to see them soon again sia..

aniways.. PEOPLE! continue to pray for them ok!

especially those that handed you the prayer lists. hahas.

keep them in prayer every night.

be PRAYER WARRIORS. =))

only God can keep them safe and healthy

while they're at such a far place.

so.. ASK GOD !

hees. now update abt something else..

went out with dickson and angela and zhikai ytd.

would'a asked cherie along.

but..

SHE'S IN THAILAND!

hahas. not dat i dun wanna ask ..

aniways.. went to eat pizza hut.

so happi !!

den slacked awhile.. hahas

den. our dear angela fled home.

hahas. coz she was too late. like.

she wanted to go home to watch show also lar !

hahas. zhadao rite! hahas.

aniways .

afterdat, me, zk and sen went for BOWLING

i was rather. coerced into it .h ahs.

just kidding lar. maybe ABIT onli.

hahas... okok

but i broke my personal record!

haas. my score was 108 !

so nan de okok ! hahas..

23

2005-11-19T23:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a great big bundle of fun!!

Whoopee, whee, hahas, heehee !!

I'll start from .. meeting syl when i was with jaslyn..

Cause jaslyn came down to Lot1 to meet me at first la..

Den later i met syl .. as jaslyn stayed at lot 1 to wait for guizhen..

went to MARIS STELLA HIGH.

wah! the taxi auntie realli crazy one..

drive here drive there..

den blame US for not being able to spot the school.

Spasticism.

Then.. waited for 40 mins.

entertained ourselves playing supa dumb games..

den crazy laughter emitted. demonic as i would say otherwise.

was actualli worried that daryl and kongsheng dey all could hear it ..

hees. later distract them.. hahas.

den.. after a long long long time.

THEY CAME OUT!

woo! hahas. like. whooppee for them!!

o Levels ended alreadi wors.!

den can see them so happy..

hear all the monkey screams, feminine screams..

dun ask me why got those kinda screams.

i dunno.

hahas.. but so HAPPY !

see all the bright bright smiles and wad not..

suddenly .. the rain also stopped. hahhas.

woo!!

den was supposed to go buy drumsticks and shoes..

buddenn..

overshot.

thats so TYPICAL . of the dumbsters. hahas.

so we went to get the shoes la..

and kong ann supa fast one.

come in .. *shuuppps* buy alreadi.

hahas..

but the others took a long long time.

hahas.. try this , try that,.

WAH. SIAN .

hahas..

but i think daryl's shoes look nice! =))

den after dat went to mac.

ate a long awaited dinner..

was like .. STARVING !

hahas.. den ate a quick meal..

had alot of laughter..

as usual!

den we headed over to town.

after struggling alot on the way,

being lost and everything did no help..

hahas..

den finally reached LIDO !!

to watch.. SKYHIGH !

again.

hahas.. was quite entertaining.

just that i was quite tired alreadi.. hahas

=)) but i got energized aft dat..

*uncle uncle*

headed back to daryl's hse..

at SERANGOON !

woo .. dats where.. ROSYTH PRIMARY's old sch building was..

the good old times! =)

6-06 rox. i was from dat.

daryl was from dat..

hahas. i love ROSYTH !

its like. the best primary school !

ROSYTHIANs sounds so much better den. PRINCESS.

hahas.eeuuyyuuckk.

imagine.

a teacher shouts..

HEY YOU PRINCESSES. stay there!

headed over to somewher near daryl's hse also..

WAH biang. syl dey all supa noisy..

i realli scared the caretaker come and chase us out..

but frankly was a bit scared also lar.. hahas..

coz .. looks quite freakish. hahas..

but had alot of fun lar!! =))

hahas.. of course.

aniways. den went for roti prata. ..

NICE!

esp when we are hungry .

hahas..

wooohhoooo !!

felt so bad for waking daryl's family so many times so late.

hahas. kept on triggering the burglar alarm.

SIAN DIAO RITE!

hahas.. den its like . supa loud.

the whole family all wake up i tink.. hahas

so sorrii !!

den syl , as he says, concussed alreadi!

hahas.. coz he slept like pig immediately !

hahas.

din survive long. hahhas..

i slept at 5..

4th to concuss,

after syl, ka and huat..

left onli daryl and ks..

hahas.. woohoo !! =))

den it was like..so cold. hahas..

but it was like .super fun ! =)) hees..

woke up 3rd. after syl and daryl.

hahas.. den played.. WWE.

hahas.. i used JEFF HARDY .

i like the hardys. hahas..

daryl used one memorable character. STACY KIBBLER. crappozoid.

syl used a even more crappofantoso one.. BIG SHOW. realli just big for show!

kongsheng lei .. he used.. STONE COLD STEVE AUSTIN. hahas.

big fight !! hahas.. in the end..

the.. REFEREE LOST !

hahas. by my standards lar!

den later was the hairstyling rush.

KONG ANN, KONGSHENG , SYL

all cramped into a toilet..

trying to style their hair.

how spastic can they get.

hahas. =))

so nan de lei.. can stay out so late with them ..

WITH parents' approval wors.. esp kong ann and kongsheng..

hahas. rarity ! =))

on a last note..

ROSYTH ROCKS. =))

no22.

2005-11-10T07:46:00.000-08:00

hais. uber tired. hahas.

today kena-ed food poisoning.

vomitting and wad not. hahas

ran to the toilet SOSOSO many times..

felt like. dying..

hmm .

nothing much on my brain right now.

going to end now ,

hmm ,. school tml.

boring.

but still have to continue..

hahas..

faithfulness in a unfaithful world!!!

no.21 . errts. crap ?

2005-11-03T01:59:00.000-08:00

hmm.
just came back from supper.
hahas. wif syl.
good food sia
i love de food dere.
hahas

went to town also la. hahas
its like . town town town these few days.
hahas. ok lar..
wasn't too fun, wasn't too boring. hahas
budden. town can nv be too interesting. hahas

hmm. had de nice nasi lemak at plaza singapura.
realli nice.
hahas
den ..
slacked ?
oh ya.. went to esplanade.hahas

listened to a not-bad band..
i like de drummer.
the singer's voice was good .
but he mumbles.
like kongann.
hahhas. so i din get de lyrics.
hahas

i tink i will go shuen's house tml to pass dem .. VCD !
hahas.
they're addicted.
i tink.
hahas.
coz de show's nice lar.

aniways..
i'm superbly bored.
hahs.
i tink..
i'm bored.

and if i cant manage to get back de balloon pumps.
i die.
hahas..

replying de tags here.. hahas
weiwei - u missed me aot rite! hahas. dats why u wanna hear my voice . hahas
xuele - thanks for tagging by ! hahas. missed u !
ruxiang - wad vcd u wan ?? hahas..
jaslyn - hahas. of course i enjoyed. =)) lurve to spend time wif dem .. hahas.. v.long nv slack wif u hor . hahas
zhiwei - hahas. thanks my BS senior . hahas. where's all ur projectwork u promised ? hmmpph. hahas.. I'll nid dem soon enuff. hahas
xiao dan - hahas. thanks for coming by dude. u're to-ally shakeable. hahas
kenni - err.. but i try my best to update as much as i can. hahas. tired ma !! hahas.
cynthia - will link asap. hahas. okok ! =))
siewling - hihi!! nice to knoe u too ger ! work hard ok! will say hi de next time i go dere. hahas thanks for coming by too !! =))

20. deepavali

2005-11-01T07:58:00.000-08:00

happy deepavali dudes out dere!
its de deepavali again. hahas..
celebrated it on de eve tho.. hahas.
with zhiqin, vivian , nana and syl !
cool people! =) and de cool GOD =)

hmm. went to little india.
we are de MINORITY dere.
so sad.
hahas. so scary.
but its so .. interesting.
esp . desker road.
heehees..

and.. Geylang for dessert !
i like chee cheong fun dere.
v.nice!!
and you char kuay .
and de tou nai.
hahahas
FEAST!

den to .. see abit of ..
sights in geylang lar!
hahas.
den to somewhere in town to enjoy de you char kuay.
hahahs.

okok. den. HOME !
so tired alreadi .
ahhas..
but so fun .
i love to go out wif dem !!

will update soon and more abt the actual deepavali day i had. =)

no.19

2005-10-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

back from west mall !
slacked with alot of peeps ..
like xiangshu, ah ong, wei2 , vivian, nana. zhiqing, syl,huat, gideon, jerome,andychia, adel, audrey liddat lar.. alot of peeps lar.
had alot of fun ..
hees. love to slack with dem . hahas. .

today's preaching was by ps.daniel , abt kindness..
sets us thinking..
why always are we rude to the people we love most.
reali.
i'm guilty of it .

realli.

hmm.. realli glad to see everyone
HEE. love to see everyone again u noes..
=)
coz dey all mean alot to me!
hees..

today during praise and worship.
God showed me ..
how from something so useless and of little faith
yet He used me
in the mission field.
in Singapore to help others..
in so many ways..
PRAISE DE LORD.

so you guys out there.
no matter how little faith that u think u may have
God will still use you in every way.
be it big or small,
every thing contributes to the body of Christ.
be it big or small,
its makes a difference!

back from Thailand.

2005-10-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Everyone! i'm back! =) isnt that a reason to rejoice ! =)
Hees..
After a quick 10 days in Thailand.

Missed everybody! =)

God taught me alot on this trip too.
How to pray more fervently.
more frequently
Having to persevere in prayer.
learning to work with others.
radical obedience.
and how God will give u strength if you push on.
For Him.

His healing power is ever so good.
And ever so powerful.
God realli shown me alot.
How important simple faith is.
How childlike faith can be.
How children are the highest in heaven.
How to listen to His voice more clearly.

How to be a more obedient child of His.

God blessed me alot for this trip too.
I have a wonderful team.
It realli mattered.
Lemmi introduce my team.
AndyChia
Aaron
Sean Low
Shawn Wang
Kenneth Yeo
Hanyang
Jeffery
And the onli ger other den me

Eveline!

Though it may seem like a weird combi.
It realli was.
But . I learnt to get out of my comfort zone coz of dat.
And my team is realli full of jokers.
REALLI.
never knew dem to be liddat.
of course, had my fair share of siandiao-ness.
But God helped me overcome it.
All.
Praise Him ! =)

Spent my birthday on the trip too.
15 October.
Realli cool to celebrate it there.
But i realli missed my cell group and others in Singapore.
Realli missed them dat day.
But in thailiand.. had alot of fun too.
Brother Jeff.
I will get him!
He smashed cream on my face. hahas.
3 times.
Machiam SK III .
the pimple producing mask.
New product.

did so much there.
Will tell u if you ask me.
but.
too long,
too much to blog about.
one thing's for sure.
i love bodyslam.
hahas.
missed u peeps.
will try and blog again.
soon.
if possible
if my hands allow.
hahas.=)

no.18

2005-10-05T10:12:00.000-07:00

realli tired.
all the mission training.
wad fun doh.
and enriching.
now i can speak a little thai.
when i say a little,
i mean a little.

hahas..

just came back from a short supper..
with syl, james, ken yeo, wen jun and darrell.
must say. i realli missed wen jun.
when i saw him.
i was realli happi.
but as time went.
i realized.
i wasnt dat happi.
because he wasn't the same guy i missed.
however,
was still glad to see him.
hahas

praise the Lord for wad's He's done!
now darrell out alreadi.
so happi for him.
hope that he can come back to Christ.
and.. he's still quite same lar.
other den some physical features la.
hahas.

sometimes God can put so much into our lives.
sometimes God can take so much away to test us.
sometimes i feel like i'm about to fall away..
sometimes i feel that i cant hold on any longer.
but God always stretches out His hand for me to hold.
providing a way out for me.
i feel dat dis is a period of tests for me.

would i choose to obey God or please man ?
i want to take WanPing's advice.
but i'm still worried.
but i choose to take it.
i want to take it.
pleasing God would be better aniways..

cant believe, i'm going off next tuesday
to thailand.
to a place i've never been before
to do God's calling.
to experience Him like never before..
to change my life.
also to experience travelling.
hahas.
i mountain tortise. nv travel out of singapore before.

will miss all of u peeps.
realli will ...
next sat will be de last sat before we head off...
how ?

no.16

2005-09-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

hees. my blogentry today.
hahas.
was a rather.. adventurous day.
woke up, as usual, dishevelled, annoyed.
my bro continued his loud ramblings in the background..
told me dat syl outside, waiting.

tot he was fooling around.
taking revenge for waking him earlier this morning.
lumbered sleepily to the door.
opened.saw nothing.
looked to the side.
saw syl.
a very happy syl.err.hahas.

syl: just passed someting to my friend who lives ard here.. wanna go for lunch?
me: *groggily* ok lorr..
syl: my handphone no batt alreadi leh..
me: i help u charge lor..
syl: u got nokia charger?
me: ya..
syl: u need go bathe first ?
me: duh. i NEED to go bathe first. hahas.

bathed quickly.
headed to bukit panjang plaza.
went to Jack's Place.
duh. students meal lar. so cheap cheap one.
hees.

aniways. just as we ordered food.
urgent call recieved.
emergency meeting lar. i mean.. something like it.
hahas.
rushed everything. esp de food
by the time arrived at greenridge.
my stomach was protesting the quick lunch.
when i say quick. i mean. QUICK.

well. understood how much we were loved.
pastor daniel feels like a .. father.
a protective one at dat..
hees. and wanping.. a big sister and mother?
i guess more of big sister.
a very *man* sister.
hahas..
oops.

headed to kongsheng's house to practise p&w for huat..
hees. lotsa lotsa fun.
de SLEEPING MONSTER lays dormant for now..
hees. i guess de undies still lies near him?
okok.
dumb videos.
dumb pictures.
dumb rap.
dumb poem.
dumb us to compliment all of above. =P

it just isn't worth it to touch the people of God.
I guess he learnt it de hard way.
i learnt too.
in a real way.
how much God values us.
man. its cool.
i love Him so much.
He's de coolest Father anyone could haf.

congrats XiangYu for accepting Christ.
praise the Lord. my new sister.
takkaire. and stand strong.
but she doesn't read my blog aniways.
she's cute.hees.
foreva got dat blur yet cute look on her face.

today. i shall thank... alot of people. hahas.
KENNI HONG AN LIANG
thank you for being my discipler.
thank you for being my cell leader.
thank you for being firm.
thank you for taking time to talk to me.
thank you for visiting me at work.
thank you for your sudden words or acts of care.
thank you for being in Ngee Ann Poly.
thank you for leading Archers so wonderfully.
thank you for encouraging us.
thank you for tolerating so nonsensically us.
thank you for your lessons.
thank you for your advices.
thank you for your oh-so-crispy cookies.
thank you for your strictness.
thank you for ur wisdom.
thank you for your great visions for Archers.
thank you for your great guitarist skills.
thank you for bringing all of us thru the bad times.
thank you for being the unique you that God created.

SEAN LOW JIAHAO
thank you for being there for me for so long.
thank you for your patience.
thank you for making time and effort for archers.
thank you for being my sushi kakhi.
thank you for being my sister.
no oops.
thank you for being my brother.
thank you for your constant nagging that aids me.
thank you for the wonderful advices u give.
thank you for your lame jokes that you always crack.
thank you for tolerating my nonsense.
thank you for being so on all the time.
thank you for helping to lead Archers.
thank you for helping us when we're in trouble.
thank you for standing up for us all the time
thank you for being such a loyal friend.
thank you for your generiousity.
thank you for your infectious laughter.
thank you for your serious look whenever you are serious. helps me focus.
thank you for dumb face. laugh.
lastly.
thank you for bringing me to Christ and COSBT.
wouldn't have been possible without you.
everything.
thanks.

maybe 2 isnt alot.
but they mean alot to me bah.
hahas. takkaire everyone.
will tank all of u sooner.=]

more thanks and my life. 15

2005-09-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

hehes. its still supa early now. onli 6.13am. how cool issat. i tink i got alot to update everyone about.. i dun wanna answer alot of questions again. rather. i dun wanna answer a whole lot of same questions. but also.. hahas. thanks for the concern.

Q1.Why you nv come church last Saturday arhs? Backslide arhs?
Ans. Last saturday was my dearest grandmother's birthday.. must attend! hahas. so i cant attend church la.. but once onli la. i wun backslide one. dats a horrible thought. hahas. aniways. thanks for asking, shows that u all miss my presence ! mwahaha. okok.

Q2.Why you quit your job? I tot going on fine ?
Ans. To honor my mother lar. coz she wants me to work for her or sumthing. anyway peeps. when u see this. remember to honour ur parents always! rem when u were hapless and little, they were de ones that gave up alot for u . rem to honour dem arhs

i think thats the onli 2 questions. but i hear dem SO many times. hear until sian sia. hahas..

okok. going on about the updating part alreadi. hahas.

went to KBOX ytd with sen, jialin, yc and yc's friend, james. hahas. had a great time, as usual lar. budden hor, jialin don sing one lei !! WASTE MONEY ONE LEI! hahas. so farni. aniways. yc and sen keep on luffing at me. *sad* just kidding lar. coz so nan de i on key ma. hahas. whoops. aniways. sen was sick la.. so i wanted him to come out for like. fresh air abit.
but as everyone knoes. air at KBOX is never fresh. hahas. budden we had fun. heehees. sang so long. sang so many songs. hahahas.

now to update on my day today. errts. not realli today. but . today to me lar.! hahas. might bit a little chem to comprehend. hahas. okok ..

went to..watch starlight movie today at padang. hahas. so fun one. budden de grass like so wet one. eeeeEEeerrr. hahas. den de peeps who went were..
ME, syl , xiaohei, boonpeng, ken, jaslyn, guizhen and kenneth yeo. hahas.

a weird combination i understand. but we had fun. hahas.
alot of fun we had.
i still remember.
I WANT TO HAVE FUN
BY RUNNING ON A BUN
WHICH CANNOT BE DONE
lame sia. hahas.
also got the
laptop grow fur it even purrs.

slacked at syl's house downstairs for so long. hahas. talked so much wif jaslyn. hahas. so fun!

SYLVESTER LIM KENG KIAT
in view of you thanking me in your blog. hereby am i thanking you,
with 20 reasons why i want to thank you!
thank you for being my shepherd.
thank you for being my friend.
thank you for being my brother.
thank you for being my sister.
OOPs.
thank you for being there.
thank you for being you.
thank you for the great food.
thank you for your care.
thank you for your endless advices.
thank you for your saliva.
thank you for your company.
thank you for tolerating my nonsense.
thank you for laughing at my jokes.
thank you for your smile.
thank you for your natural long hair.(esp dat strand)
thank you for your crap.
thank you for your icy cold jokes.
thank you for your endless life experiences.
thank you for thanking me.
thank you for thanking God for me too!

dun u feel loved? hahas!!

a pledge dedicated to syl.
we, the loving sheep of sylvester,
shall upkeep the love and peace of nissi the third.
we pledge ourselves as one united cell group,
regardless of age, gender,school nor problems.
we aim to achieve growth for God,
to be caring and yet enthusiastic cell.
to build up the body of christ we shall.
the motto we have,
Street Evangelism, whenever, wherever.
AMEN.

also wanna tell nissi the third. i love u . so much so much. will make it a point to try and thank at least one person in every blog entry i make in the future.. thanks! =)

giving thanks !

2005-09-16T01:44:00.000-07:00

wanna give alot of thanks here.

thank Jaslyn for always waiting for or such after work and supper..
thank Guizhen for always coming to Jurong point to have supper after work..
thank Syl for being willing to always come down for supper..
thank Kenni for his Famous Amos cookies.. so nice one .. .
thank Liangzhi for coming to visit me during work more than once alreadi.. hahas. so fun one
thank Wee huat for coming to visit me also and ur encouraging sms ! hahas. realli encouraging =).. hees
thank Weiwei for ur visitation..
thank Xiangshu for coming to Westmall to come visit me.. hees. sorri ytd not there.. coz working at Jurong point..
thank Albin for coming with ahxiang and nana .. hahas. and for dat short chat..
thank Nana for coming too =) hees .
thank Georgiana for having dinner with us..
thank Jiening for ur 2 or 3 minutes in SembawangMusic..
thank Yanqi for coming by today..
hahas. so many thanks ! hees. but must realli thank u peeps. coz u peeps brighten up my day..

these few days have been burdened down by exams and work mostly.. realli tiring.. but whenever i feeling like going off or sumthing. i remind myself wad am i working for. not for man, but for God. because i'm working to support my mission..

budden hor. today work till supa sad lar.. coz i almost kena scolding, plus i realli depressed coz i tink i will repeat my macroeconomics next sem. sian.. den i like.. supa sian alreadi. plus i dun like working in westmall..

errts.

aniways. went to supper at mac with guizhen, jaslyn and my colleague, hweeping. hahas. we luff till like siao lor. so funni one. i tink hweeping realli amused by us sia. hahas. she luff till like.. got lack of oxygen or sumthing. hahas.. so cute one. hahas..

today hor.. before i reached school lar.. i saw ah rixiang driving van wearing bright red. hahas. so funni one. look like traffic light. oops. aniways. den was thinking abt it lar, while working . coz i realli miss my church peeps one.. den ..

rixiang, nana and albin came into sembawang music !! three cheers for all of dem . hahas. budden apparently my supervisor or sumthing not too happy lar. budden . i dun care lor. coz i din even knoe she not happy. erts. she abit weird weird one lar.

den had a v.short chat wif dem lar. haha. when i say short. i realli mean short. budden. it just helps to brighten my day lor. hahas. =) tml also working at westmall. sians. wif de weird weird ger.. i almost kena scolding by her today lor hahas. budden not because of ahxiang deir visiting lar. hees.. =)

aniways . thanks for all ur tags too .. would reply to dem if not for my stuck Cbox. hahas. realli touched =)

no.11tired..

2005-09-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

ok. updating everyone. i got a job. no hurrays doh. its at jurong point, sembawang music.

the jobs not that bad, but .. i work till i feel so detached from everyone. must thank jaslyn and guizhen for meeting me after work and making me feel that i'm Huijin ! and that i'm from COSBT * hurray * hahas. okok . also thank bryan for accidentally stepping into sembawang music and giving me abit of tb24 feeling. hahas. okok ... still thanking .. syl, thanks for the fun today. realli TIRING. budden. realli tired. hahas. but its realli fun. feel like all de gu dai fighter. hahas. make so much noise one lor !. will update abt this lata.. also thank xiangshu for chatting wif me on msn, and showing abit of care and concern. hahs. where's ur sms ? hahas. okok lar. realli thank these peeps.

aniways. today is my fourth day of work. hahas. so cool rite. i din know i can tahan so long also. hahas. work till i siao alreadi. i dunno why u knoe. oh ya! i must thank HUAT ! hahas. for helping me hand in my mission form . which is actually why i'm working so hard ! hahas. thanks man! u're realli nice! hahas. aniways . for everyone's info again, i'm working at sembawang music at jurong point. actually i also din knoe there's a sembawang music in jurong point until i got this job. hahas. so funni rite.

and the job is not as slack as i tot bah. hahas. involves alot of finding of cds. irritatin. i guess i'm not realli dat into cds from now on bah. hahas. but i'm still eyeing this vcd. but i guess i'm not buying it , coz i realli need that money for betta usage. hahas!! budden . this job also let me learn alot of things la. and also earn money at the same time. hahas...

today was a realli fun day. must thank jaslyn and guizhen for coming down to jurong point specifically to slack with me. hahas. =) thanks for waiting for me although i took such a long time. hahas.. =) realli cool sisters !okok . den we took bus back to lot 1 .. to have supper ba..

to cut the long story realli short * according to how ps daniel phrases it* we met up with syl at sushine place. or plaza. wadeva. hahas. and we had good food. ok .not realli good food bah. but wadeva food i have with me churchies are GOOD food. hahas. den in the end, me and syl ended up having ice war. hahas. u knoe lar. use de straw and shoot . hahas.

den. apparently we ran out of ice. hahas. as usual. but dat sneaky syl go and take sticks and throw at me.. calling himself an archer. *reminds of nissi archers* hahas. aniways . den ended up throwing more and more sticks at each other.. as usual we people go look for bigger sticks.. hahas. den end up throwing thick sticks at each other.

hahas. not de end doh. syl got a whip !! errts. actually just de plastic thingy lar .. but still hurts. hahas... den i got a big stick. when i say big. i mean BIG. hahs. den began de siao fighting alreadi.. all dese is on our way walking back lar.. hahas..

den fight fight fight, syl found a even BIGGER and LONGER stick. somemore like prongs liddat one. ouch. hahas. den fight so siao!! hahas. jaslyn also got take video . hahas. so funni. we fake road sweepers. *yes de sticks were dat big* hahas.

budden lata we walked syl home lar. hahas. see we so nice one . hahs. den me,jas , gz took a cab home. hahas. =) so cool rite. actually not cool lar. hahs. budden ... realli wanna thank de three of dem for brightening up my days..

people ! if got time can sms me something encouraging... hahas. everyone. yes i mean everyone. though i cant see while i'm working.. budden. after work.. see all de encouraging sms.. i will still feel happi. and not so tired. coz i love u peeps so much!! =( so sad. miss u all ! hahas

no.10 happy teacher's day. passport birthday.

2005-08-31T21:19:00.000-07:00

today is teacher's day ! =) happy teacher's day KENNI ! you're my cool discipler , which means ur my cool teacher ! hahas. wanna say a big THANK YOU to you here , for all the effort you put in teaching me to become de me i am now.. Hahas... tho you not going to de same mission trip as me.. i wan u to know that .. truly, i will miss u ! sian diao lor. next year u also wun be going mission trip rite.. coz u got *ah-hem.... * NS ! hahas.. aniways.. realli hope that soon, there'll be a mission trip whereby both of us can go .. !! =)

ok. so lets update abt my life today. mwahaha. aniways. today went back to Kranji.. coz its Teachers' Day ma.. and i din go back to Rosyth. hahas.. coz like.. long to see Kranji teachers more ! =) hahas. i realli miss Kranji lar. miss the times i've had there, miss de people, except ah lau lar. hahas. aniways. so i went back dere lar.. caught up with alot of old friends.. like chelmin, grace, jason, chee seong, cleavon and alot of teachers la ...

and for the first time even after my 4 years of studies at kranji, i entered the STAFF ROOM ! yay ! hahas. realli lei ! i've never entered dere before. hahas.. and i took quite some photos dere lar.. with my teachers, and some of my friends from kranji. hahas. =) glad to know kenneth's still with our church ! not kenneth yeo or kenneth from my cell lar.. is kenneth from kranji! hahas. =) shorty ! i shall nickname him shorty from now on ! hahas. not that he's realli short lar. but he used to be ! =) lata he kill me for saying this sia. hahas

so den .. chatted with alot of teachers lar.. den headed over to lot 1 to meet jaslyn to have lunch den head over to lavender to ... make me IC. and also to collect my PASSPORT !!! yes everyone. now Huijin has a PASSPORT !! hahas.. no longer am i a illegal immigrant. just kidding ! hahas.. but from now on. i can go johor bahru to eat if i like.. because.. huijin has a .. PASSPORT ! come everybody ! invite huijin to go jb to slack and have fun.. because... huijin has a ... PASSPORT ! ! MWAHAHAHA !! hees..

okok. i'm so happy. with de passport done, means i'm another step nearing to de mission trip.. hahas..

errts. will post de pictures lata..

no.9 21th august 2005

2005-08-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

lalala ~
home finally. just reached half an hour ago.
thanks for everyone's support at my blog ! continuing to tag even when i dun update. trust me. i see ur tags ... hahas. cuz it so nice to see people tagging. ! everyday , when i use my lappy. i check my tags. hahas. coz its so cool ! hahas.

okok , maybe i'll update abt the past 2 days, sunday and monday.

sunday, was a bad day. had to work doubly hard again, coz of my dad. dun wanna talk about it again. hahas. okok . budden i still had to head over to church coz i needed to return someone abit of money. so i was in cafe lar.

and the wallet missing incident occurred. so sad. this is a church, yet this kinda things can happen; but i have total faith in our christians. i believe it was done by other outside people, because we all love each other ma ! hahas. whoever did that, i think you know the consequences of stealing from God's people. u answer to Him yourself.

anyways. i got vandalised. hahas. so funny. started from xiangshu lar. talk talk talk, suddenly take a pen and draw my hand. and den albina sim continued. and xiangshu draw again. den ken ( nissi one de) also draw. hahas. so funni one. ken lar ! draw a dragon. hahas. so zha dao. and xiangshu also, draw dunno wad face, like got so much facial hair one. and den de lightning sign looks so obiang. hahas.. albina betta lar, draw onli a small smiley face. hahas ..

but lucky can wash off one lar, washed off later. hahas. den went to westmall to meet liangzhi and his cellgrp ger xuele. hahas. ate so much lor. hahas. so fun.. but i tink more importantly was the street-e done later lar, with jaslyn , guizhen, wei wei, anathan and andyong la !! hahaas. so cool to see 2 ppl accept christ , just because we took the effort to share christ !!

and slacked at west mall with alot alot ppl lar. liangzhi, andy ong , jaslyn, xuele, weiwei , guizhen, anathan, wee kiat, wai kiat, jesslyn and got met into nana, ziqing , guoxiong and last one i tink is zhicheng arh. i cannot rem . hahas. so sorry. hahas. so cool lar..

okok. now about today. so sorry . din go to school. woke up supa late coz v.tired from the day before lar. coz too tired. and i feel so sorry..

den went to lot 1 to meet syl and junan coz got a person to meet lar. in the end din share to the person's fwens , coz when dat guy go tell dem we wanted to share christ, so dey all siam diao lar. zha dao. budden we still did our own street-e !

and i want to announce ..
1 girl and 3 boys ACCEPTED CHRIST TODAY !
so cool rite ! hahas. de ger is from bukit batok sec one lar. de guys one is from kranji, one from st joseph institute , and de last one is a young boy from cck primary. hahas. so cool rite !! hahas .. sorry arhs. still going thru de joy .. hehes..

other den doing all de street-e , we slacked at ya kun also lar.. and mac and other places such as the food culture and everyting. hahas.. but i onli got pictures from ya kun one lar..

however , we also got saw kenni, peijun, cherie , weiwei , huat , anne, hanyang, michelle and a ger i cannot rem de name one lar. hahas. so sorrie. in de end onli left me and huat and syl lar. got go arcade a while and took some neoprints. hahas.. so funni one de neoprints. hahahahaha. okok..

so sorry everyone. de pics din get to load, so i cant update dem . will update again soon i promise !! hahas

2005-08-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

stupid firefox. forever crash one . stupid program. alreadi blogged alreadi u knoe ! den de whole stupid thing just crashed! and EVERYTING GONE ! ERRTS . i am angry!

hmmph. now have to update alreadi AGAIN. sian. aniways. 14th of august lar. hahas. today's date for those who are unsure of wad that is . which i tink no one is not sure of lar. mwahaha. okok ..

today after working, went home. and i couldn't decide wad to do lar. sleep ? eat my lunch ? watch tv? and alot alot lar. hahas. so stupid one. i realli couldn't make a decision. hais. life without bible study. i miss bible study!!

aniways decided to go meet jialin and cherie and kenni lar. coz i tink cherie and jialin studying mah. and i heard liangzhi also dere ma. so i go there slack slack lor. hahas. entertain liangzhi. eerts. that dude arhs. forever nv study one sia. errts. hahas.. zha dao lor.

ok, den syl called me lar, asked me wanna go changi eat nasi lemak. hahas. being the *on* person that i am , i agreed lar. and i invited jialin along lar.. hahas. coz i tink she fin studying alreadi lar. she was like . stoning dere lor. hahas.. so farni one. mwhaaha.

ok, went to clementi mrt to meet syl and ken.yeo. so headed over to changi ... the nasi lemak was nice lar. so i tink the trip isn't wasted. hahas. all for nasi lemak! =)

some pics of dem eating nasi lemak .. . looks so disgusting rite. hahas. no choice lar. thats the way they are in th beginning. dun force dem ok ?! hahas..

headed over to changi beach . reminded of the past Games Day, realli thankful to be in the organizing committee, realli had fun , and seeing people have fun along the way lar. hahas. so fun ! looking forward to the next Games Day.. hahas..

den went over to Changi Airport.. hees. they had the scary race with the carts lar.. den some of the hallways were like. so dark ! and kenneth purposely push so fast lor.. he pushed jialin lar. den he like.. ZOOM! disappear. hahas. den me and syl keep on screaming. hahas.. coz so scary one. hahaas..

and we had a great big feast! hahas. of CANNED FOODS. hahas. complete meal okai ! 3 dishes and 1 soup . mwahaha,. so cool rite. hahas. it was my first time having a meal liddat lar. but its so fun. must do it again sometime soon. but please! no more tuna FLakes in water. yUCKs. machiam cat food. hahas. ..

here are some pictures of the great feast the we had, along the hallways that i tink we weren't supposed to find and onli staff and a very very few tourists came by. least den ten staff and tourists. hahas. had alot of fun.. i tink even the air stewardesses are amused.=) hahas.. so cool .

and den here are the lame pictures of the lame buddhas that we named lar. hahas. eg. handphone buddha, lost buddha, thinking buddha, ah beng buddha , thousand hand gambling buddha, cleaning buddha, chemical buddha and such .. hahas.. cute hor .. hahas..

and dese are photos that dominic took lar. the ones that i couldn't update the last time. hahas.. cuteness overwhelming..

no8. no more excuses..

2005-08-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

today will have a long post. hees. shld be happy or not ?

met guizhen in the afternoon to go church together lar. budden, i had to reach earlier , coz i needed to make a card for jean, and also get ppl from cell to sign both jean's and huishan's cards. budden hor. our dear guizhen said she will come earlier , in de end come later den de supposed time. zha dao. hahas.

den reached church, just kept on asking people to sign the cards.. SIGN SIGN SIGN. quite gratifying to see the cards getting slowly filled up.. and they're so nice. hahas... i realli like the cards lar. den cell group began... and it ended with de lesson with Julianna.

ppl, please help pray for Julianna. although i've only taught her for one lesson, i feel that she's quite close to accepting Christ, budden i dunno wad's stopping her. just pray that she can get past whateva she's stuck with...

okok.. and after cell came SNL. the praise and worship was great lar ! . as usual lor. hahs. den i pangseh-ed jaslyn and guizhen to go and accompany the korean gals. yuri and ji eun. hahas. finalli knoe how to spell their names correctly. and dawoon. and arrem. arrem i not too sure how to spell lar. hahas. and i learnt how to write my name in korean! =) whoopies! . hahas..

after snl , had to rush for Ps Daniel's dad-in-law's funeral wake. must admit it was a rather different experience for me. different from the old funerals i've been too, all the rather weird weird ones. errts. hahas.. dominic took alot of pics!

ok , for dose who dunno who is dominic, introduce him for you . he's super cute. hahas. no lar! i dun have a crush on him lar. he's pastor Daniel's younger son lar. onli 2 or 3 yrs old . hahas. supa cute den.. hahas..

aniways. was quite like. guilty lar. coz hor.. was supposed to take care to dominic lar. den hor.. shuen wanted to play with him, so she carried him .. and spin. on the first round, she knocked his head on the playground bar.* bang * OUCH. it was so loud. so worried. so scared.. so i faster hug him .. and consoled him lar.. den he stopped crying... but still felt so guilty. errts.

den lata he ran back to ps Daniel dere and .. cry. so paiseh and guilty. lata after he run dere and play again. have to go take care of him again. not that i dun like it lar. i find it rather fun ..got dis indian ger banged into him.. and he fell flat on his face. OUCH. den de indian ger kept on apologizing. so i cant actually scold her or anything lar.. budden, there was dominic crying again. errts. so sad lar .. so lan diao..

aiyah. enough of that liaos. still got other things to update. hahs. below is photos .. alot is dominic he himself take one, meaning, he pressed the button lar. hahas.. budden , its still so cool lar! hahs.. enjoy de pics !

lata on hor,we went to fei song to eat. horrible service. everyone was .. unhappy with it. and den we went to prayerwalk the llama thingy near there. was realli very oppressing. realli see the power of praying. when de ppl was talking to us, i felt okay. but once i started praying in tongues, i realli felt very difficult to breathe and wanted to vomit . errts.

de ppl also self contradict one lar. so .. quite meaningless for people to believe in something like that. de SPI, de like, ghost investigators are also there. so called captured some things. errts. lamerific. but realli lan diao one lar..

got one thing i must update. syl shared with dis boi at the busstop lar. and he's from zhenghua. * my brother's school rem ? * and so syl asked him .. do you knoe jing le * my bro* and he said. oorh! he's just there wad ! ... errts. hahas. so farni. so den i met my bro. hahas. and syl shared to dis guy lar. his name is siang kee.

well. siang kee arhs. he got manners one leh. he see me , he still knoe to call me jing le's er jie. hahas. even my bro dun call mii dat. hahas. aniways. its suddenly dawned upon me.

God answered my prayers. it was onli that i wasn't observant enough lar. He answered my prayers, starting a few months ago. when serene, leona, julianna, wei ni came to our church. it was His answer. while de way i shared to my brother wasnt helping.. God used His plan. His own special plan. He was bringing my brother's friends to Christ. and to think of it , my brother was indeed more influenced by his friends instead of me.

PRAISE THE LORD! He does answer prayers in the most amazing ways! =)

so people, please help pray for my brother and his friend, siang kee. and also for this girl , belinda. she's this girl whose alreadi a believes in Christ, but doesn't belong to ani church. so i
wanna bring her to our church lar, pray that she can come on Sat and nothing will stop her! =)

p.s . i'm sorry everyone. i cant upload da pics that dominic took. for dose who wanna see dem, just leave a tag and tell me lar. if got a few ppl wanna see, den i upload in da next entry for u peeps to see!! =)

no.7 no updates

2005-08-10T11:59:00.000-07:00

so sorry.. i guess i wont be updating for some time. its like. so difficult to update. coz.. i have so much homework and projects coming on. its like.so tiring. BCA! errts i hate it.. its like . so diff to complete.. ARRGGH.

well. but maybe i'll update for today. i also dunno wad to update sia.. went to eat sushi buffet with jialin. hahas. so nice. eat till so full lar! hahas. so cooll.. budden hor . eat till like. wanna die sia. hahas.. whoops.

and den went to visit ruxiang lar. hahas. go her house also nothing to do one . budden . go to see her lar. hahas. as usual lor . den watched VCDs at her house. just some old shows lar. den she lent mii de feng yun 2 . watching now, while trying to figure out BCA. argh.. hahas..

kks . maybe i'll update some photos i took dese few days. too lazy to captionise dem doh.

budden , before dat , i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to HUISHAN !
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Huishan, happy birthday to you! hahas. its ur 16th birthday! mwahhaa. finalli 16 arhs!can go watch nc16 now. oops. hahas. pray that God will bless you on this special day, and that He will add to your daily life, giving you more friends that'll encourage and help you and let you be more able to focus on Him ! happy birthday my dear disciple! =)

2005-08-06T23:56:00.000-07:00

alot alot of photos involving the festival of praise. i'm too lazy to give captions anymore, coz just now , after i thought up of so many nice captions for ALL the photos. mozilla firefox crashed. i dun wanna give captions anymore! HMMPH.

no.6 Festival of Praise

2005-08-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

mwahaha. back from Festival of Praise 2005. totalli cool.

its so cool, having both Delirious and Hillsongs Austrailia performing for us, giving us another way to please God. hahas. and de Hillsongs Austrailia , de lady singer's voice is so nice. hahas. something i definitely cannot do, coz i tone deaf ma! haha.. aniway for all u peeps info, Hillsongs Austrailia and Delirious are some of the world's best hillsongs band . cool huh.

and to add onto it, its Delirous's first time in Singapore. and to hear them singing WITH Hillsongs Austrailia just makes it even cooler. hahas. i'm still so high. HIGH ! ~~

its like totalli worth the long queue. dunno if i'm going back on Sunday. but its so GOOD ! hahas.

but i have to say wat realli touched me was the salvations of the people there. At first, as i heard the lady invite people to the front. its was rather .. heartwarming.. den as i saw SO SO SO many people just going forward to accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Saviour... its just so touching and happy. i realli felt this joy from the Lord. it was as if the Lord was smiling on all of us...

it was so happy. and another thing that touched me was the amount of people there. 14000 and still got people who cannot get in. 14000. u look around. and realize those are ALL your brothers and sisters in Christ. * tho there are a bit of non-christians.. at least most lar* and also ... if you thought that was big. imagine the WHOLE body of Christ . SO SO SO many. hahas. it would be nice to knoe them all !! would take me 1000 yrs doh. but Jesus will gimme one. hahahas..

and also. if all of the people there are true Christians , and we all evangelise to the people around us. soon, we can impact the world for Christ. and we'll realli become WORLD CHANGERS. but of course, first we have to change our own world for Him lar. hahas..

more on what happened today bah..

met syl at busstop opp sch at 3.05pm. but i was abit late lar. den i was worried that i went to the wrong busstop. budden . he was later lar. hahas.. aniways. we took the bus to Clementi MRT and changed to MRT.

Arriving at Kallang Mrt... there was still time lar. supposed to meet others at 4.30 , but onli 4.. so we went walk walk. and i wanted to buy french fries. * dun ask me why i like it * aniways. the mac service was like. supa slow lar. hahas.. den by the time got it .. was like 4.30 alreadi. so went MRt to meet dem.

den. they were late. as usual one lar. hahas.. budden lata got Sean, Jieming, Liying , Muen and some Nissi 2 peeps lar. hahas. den we took the free shuttle bus to Indoor Stadium.

TO OUR HORROR. the stadium alreadi got alot of people sia. and den hor . we alreadi took the FIRST shuttle bus dere lei. hais. so zha dao. hahas. but we did get seats lar.we did queue for like . a supa long time doh. hahas. its like. usual one lar. hahas..

den i met Melvin. hahas. the guy i knoe from some stupid activity last time one . hahas. apparently , his churchies din leave a seat for him coz no seats reservations allowed. so i helped him go find usher till he found seat lor. hahas. see i so nice one sia. hahas..

but overall. the presence of God was realli strong lar. hahas. realli LOVE IT . wonder if thats how heaven will be like. all His presence around us , 24 hrs. =)

actually hor. i took quite some pictures one lar. budden hor, coz i now at Jaslyn's house lar. so i cannot update lor. so sorry everyone. will update photos in the next post. kk ? lets wait till den =)

no5. almost well

2005-08-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

hahas. i'm almost well now. well,at least i think so. hahas. maybe over the night got some sudden relapse or something. hahas. choy. hahas..

well. i think its because of the fresh air i got ! hahs. actualli . i tink the air's not too fresh at Orchard anyways. hahas. all the smokers and the dumb cars. so polluting. hahas. eeyuucks. hahas. smell alreadi wanna vomit sia. hahas. too much smoke . errts. hahas

went to town today with syl. hahas. nothing better do mah. den he asked mi if wanna go out eat, coz he near my house. hahas. den i okay lor. den lata he said he felt like eating the nasi lemak at plaza singapura.hahas. den i was like. okay lor. hahas..

den went there lar. even though i din eat the nasi lemak, it seemed quite nice. maybe i'll go there again soon and eat it . hahas MWAHAHA. now that i'm mentioning it, i realli feel like going back there and ordering it again. hahas. whoops.

aniways. heres a pic of it lar. budden hor . cant blame me if it doesn't look appetizing, coz my photography skills arent good lar. plus. syl ordered extra rice or something, so the plate looks like kena squashed liddat. hahas.
here's the same plate of nasilemak , half ravaged. i keep on thinking its chicken rice. maybe because of the drumstick.hahas. evil drumstick.

den we walked around.. doing nothing. actually. i tink syl shopped abit ba. i rem dis weird ger i saw.. she gave mii the dose kinda .. long time no see u look . den she like.. smiled shyly. den went away. errts. so weird one. hahas..

after more and more walking . i abit sian alreadi lar. den watched this outdoor drama play by DRAMA BOX. i tink its a great idea, bringing drama outdoors. hahas. closer to the crowds bah. and the way they act out the short plays that depict some problems in singapore, eg the rising traffic therefore (ERP) and the nkf thingy , that it wasn't earning money lar. hahas. so cute one lar. hees

den met this ger called steff, from brighton one. hahas. knoe her onli today bah. hahas. den i tink she got alot to talk about one. and beside her, for once i think i'm quiet. hahas.den went for starbucks . hahas. me and syl shared lar. budden still cannot finish sia. hahs . i tink the cup too big liaos.

here's a pic of it ! hahas..dun ask me why so many small cups ard. coz syl wan ice h2o ,den everytime he takes a cup, his butter fingers will end up taking 2 cups. hahas.. therefore so many cups.

and den we went for rochore beancurd. hahs. reminds me of my mum. she likes to buy that lor. hahs. so i eat until sian alreadi lar. hahas.. budden its still nice lar. hahs.. i tink its quite cheap too. just 60cents per bowl. but i think the bowl's quite small anyways. but its filling la . cuz beans ma. milk ma! hahas..

here's the half ravaged beancurd!
and it along with the *icantfinish* starbucks strawberries and cream. hahas. looks like a pic containing things of the past and the present. mwahahha. whoops. hehes..

okok. i tink i going off alreadi . hees.

4. overwhelming sickness

2005-08-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

my bones are aching.
my legs dun wanna move an inch.
my fingers make me feel like not blogging. hahas.

aniways. i'm sick.
so stupid.
haiz. just purely SICK.

so zha dao. hahas..
ytd met Cheng Han. hahas.. so funni one..
coz i just started feeling sick mah.. but i also like... super Sick alreadi..hahas.. den i was supposed to do projectwork lar. budden hor. like.. my teammates are v.nice ppl. hahas. dey keep on asking me to go home. hahas.. * maybe they were chasing me home. hahas*

aniways. i decided to go home lar . den chenghan was also going home. since i was confirm going to take a cab back home. i told cheng han .. * eh. i taking cab lei . lata i send u home lar* . hahas..
den he said * wah. i tink more probably i send u home lar! * hahas. so stupid.

budden i sent him home lar. hahas..
den i went home. feeling so all SICK. yucks.

i skipped lessons today. din go see doctor. so no MC. v.scared i kena debarred from this module sia..

no.3 outreach and other things. e.g. lotsa birthdays.

2005-08-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

actually . i wanted the font to be smaller. coz i guessed that my update is going to be long . but after much consideration, i decided that it wont be too long. coz ... i dun realli wanna update that long. hahas. blame me lar! errts. hees..

okok. first up i guess is the Outreach bahs. the outreach wasn't as successful as expected for me bah. i guess i expected more souls to be saved. but... since its God that does the work. its fine by me. hahas. now lar. but i must admit i was quite disappointed at first. but at least i knoe the seed is sown in their hearts .. and God will cause growth.. us praying and following up is just like.. secondary lor. hahas. but its still v.impt. hahas..

however, still must realli thank God for the souls that were saved. hahas.. guess the angels must be realli energetic abt all the celebration in Heaven going on.. hahas.. its party time up there ! (: hahas. wish i was up there too. but i'll miss all of u . hahas..

and nitelife was rather interesting too. Ps Daniel's always good.. hahas. i guess sometimes its the way i feel that he's speaking to me. i knoe it's God's doing.. cause .. sometimes. i realli dun view things as a spiritual battle. i know that's my weakness. so i must try and get my brains ready. i must view things like a true christian does.. and no more of solving problems , giving advice without asking God and reading the Word of God carefully. =) *hopefulli* hahas..

aniways. also have to update abt .. wei2's bro birthday. hahas...went there to NEUTRALISE the situation.. hahas. sounds like feng shui to me. errts . but i knoe that thats demonic lar. but we so called went there to like . make the whole thing balance. otherwise all bengs. *whoops* hahas.

was like.. continually waiting for liangzhi and andy to turn up lar.so late one. hahas. but liangzhi say he alreadi rushed liaos. hahas. zha dao. so wait till he arrived lor. den he was like so scared of wei2's bro. hahas. he was abit like .. stuttering when saying happy brithday to her bro. * but i think its realli scary too .. eeks * hahas. den took alot of pics . heehes... here's some .. hahas

coolness right. hahas. the love triangle. hees. weird.. and Initial E.

okok. lastly.. wanna update on victor's birthday bbq... hahas. but quite fun bah.. just that its so far away and so easy to get lost before i even reach there. hahas. zha dao lor . like.. so pek chek for me and jaslyn. ARRGGHH. hahas. but did have a good time there bah. but i din socialise with victor's fwens. some looked pretty antisocial to me. hahas..

but we ate alot. just ate and ate and ate. hahas. so zha dao rite.. heehees. and we threw alot of ppl into the pool. until the security guard came and so called Patrolled the area. hahas.. so funni one..

din realli take alot of photos bah.. but can update some in here too... enjoy dem .. ~~

2.my second post

2005-07-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

i've decided to number my posts.. to keep track of how many posts i've actually posted on this new blog of mine.

i've realised that, my blog looks rather depressing. not thats its bad tho. i kinda like it.

today was fun at school. i think my POA tutorial teacher ( issit called tutor?) is rather fascinated by wad MSN can provide. hahs. its seems that she'll be creating one of her accounts soon. hahas.
had such a fun time laughing along with the class about the funny way she reacts to every little thing MSN can do.. like the webcam chat, calling.. even the normal chatting . hahas.

wonder what happened to xueqi. she din come to school today. not that i'm especially close to her, but. i dun tink she's the type to pon school aniways. weird.
i've gotta get the dumb Sars kit. i cant find my teacher aniways. how am i supposed to get it from her ? dumb BA office. tell mii to go get from her. argh.

school can be fun, or can be depressing . guess its the way i view it bah.. but some days. can be so irritating. but.. hahas.

i like this pic.. doh its not the complete class, but it was taken rather nicely. hahas.yongbeng took up alot of space. hahas. but its fun with him around lar. otherwise, who'll play with the red ants ? whoops. hahas. just kidding . (:

of course .. i have the nice collage of my cell group. hahas. the people i spend every other day with. hahas. see them at least once a week . hahas. some, alot of days lar. hahas.. of coz , my cellgroup also has alot of jokerific people lar. e.g me ! hahas. and alot of crappers lar. hahas.

will i be able to take a step into the future ?

2005-07-25T10:43:00.000-07:00

a step front

will i be able to take a step front?

or will i stay deep in this muck i'm in ..

will i be able to leave my past behind?

or will i cling on to it so tightly till i cry..

will i be able to smile at every new face i see?

or will i dwell in misery till every friend leaves..

He took me a step front,

a step into brightness.

He led me from my past,

a hindering wall i couldn't pass.

He made me smile like the sun,

so much love i just had to give away.

its a nice poem aint it. just a hint of what He did for my life.so much so much, yet i broke His heart time and again.

Now, a new blog, a new start. I wanna begin anew. i wanna be so different from my past.

before anything begins. i have to say sorry to Jaslyn and GuiZhen. just a big sorry.

i also wanna say out how i feel. i dun wanna keep it within mii alreadi.

i know you 2 are close. i know it for a fact. but i'd enough. everytime u 2 quarrel, i'm always the one stuck in the middle. everytime u 2 make up, i'm the odd one out again. i dun wanna be a spare friend for anyone. someone to look for when someone else isn't there.

i had enough of it . with cherie , sean and everyone else.why do u think i always head for other friends whenever i have the chance? because i'm tired of that feeling. i'm realli sick and tired of it.

not that i hold any hatred towards any of them. i realli dun. just that. sometimes. i just dun want to spend more time with them.